Panthera Sapiens Ellipsis: The Blog

It's the Weekend of Adjectives. Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, Black Saturday, Easter Sunday. At least, I'm pretty sure Saturday is supposed to be "Black", although really if you go by the weather it'd be "Gray" or "Drippy" or something. It's been raining all day, which I like; unfortunately I have a cold, which I don't like. I've been meaning to write this post up for awhile. Yes, I do know it's been more than a week since my last post. I've been fine since then, though time's passing frighteningly quickly and I really really have a lot to study and no sense of urgency at all--I think I'm almost approaching a point where I'm incapable of inflicting stress upon myself. Quite disappointing and it does say a lot about the sort of willpower I have, but... at least I managed to wade through a bit of Math. Now I just gotta draw up the Organic Chem charts, do some more Math, and maybe memorise the Physics equations or s...

I can't wait for May, and yet I don't want May to ever come. I want to be in thirty different places at once and yet I want to be nowhere at all. I want to smile, scream, laugh, shiver, brood, doze off... I can't believe it's only been a week since the Coconut decided to accept me. I think there's some part of me that still can't believe I'm both a single unit and half a unit at the same time, and surely there must be a reason I grin stupidly at the monitor every time people ask about Us. The Coconut and I MSN every night, until either of us decides to sleep. It's a poor substitute for her hand and the sound of her voice, but it's all we've got; unless I decide to start writing handwritten letters and chance it that she can read my handwriting. Or we could Skype, perhaps, but the bandwidth is unpredictable and besides she doesn't have a mike or a webcam, unless she recently bought either. Like Pon and Zi, I'm reduced to muttering that the...

I am happy. Euphoric, maybe, or perhaps it's just hormones or something. Then again... I spent the past week in KL, which is why I haven't been online at all. I averaged maybe 4 or 5 hours of sleep a day while there, but then again I can sleep all I want at the moment before school picks up. (Who am I kidding? School left me in the dust ages ago and I'm still not able to catch up.) But I'm not going to regret ANYTHING about the past week, because it's been the best week of the semester so far and wheeeeeee! it was FUNFUNFUN. FUN I say. Because I don't like sleeping in a bed by myself; blame it on my parents, who made me sleep with two brothers for ages and ages and I haven't gotten used to not having a warm body somewhere nearby--or rather, having a warm body somewhere nearby somehow gives me the At Home sort of fuzziness. Plus the bed is so much nicer in the Gorillas' place. And it's always nice to wake up and have somebody around that you can mock ...